Ramblings of Silver Blue

17 Aug

Happiness is an option

The title is from a Pet Shop Boys song.

We haven’t been in Ramblings 4.0 too long, and while my postings haven’t been of epic length, there’s been plenty of changes going on behind the scenes — not just external to myself, but inside as well.

It is not easy… I’m learning, I’m feeling my way out of the darkness. Yes, you’ve probably noticed that I’ve started talking about leaving the darkness, detoxing, etc. frequently.

I’d gotten to a point where my life was a mere shell of what it could have been because I decided to “settle”, and became what I thought was comfortable.

Then something happens and, like a wave:


Your life is changed forever. You start having faith in yourself, you start standing up for yourself, what you believe in, and what you will and will not accept. You put one foot in front of the other, and start moving forward.

You cross those Rubicons. Granted, I’m still hesitant when I’m breaking out of old thought and action patterns. I’m leaving what I know, going into the unknown. The arcane.

The important thing is that you need to surround yourself with positive people, positive energy. You’ll find out that it actually helps keep you charged, both mentally and emotionally.

I find my “down” days (where I’d basically be grey [those into auras know of which I speak]) are happening less and less. I speak up when I’m confused or not clear on something — regardless of how mundane it may be.

I find more joy and happiness in simply being.

I find that I am learning to love myself, imperfections and all.

I have finally found inside of me, the only thing that you have more of the more you give it away.

I’m more emotional, I’m more spiritual (though not through organized religion), I’m becoming more centered.

In short, I may have been physically born in 1969, but I have been spiritually reborn in 2007.

I’ll leave you with a quote from the French mathematician, physicist, and religious philosopher Blaise Pascal (from Pensées):

“Le cœur a ses raisons que la raison ne connaît point; on le sait en mille choses.”

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