Ramblings of Silver Blue


22 Jul

After Hours with Silver Blue™

Gather round, boys and girls. Silver Blue’s going on a trip. Perhaps the best thing for everyone.

It appears that in the past few days that I have had quite a catalyst-like effect on a great deal of people and events. I’ve even managed to make a few important decisions on my own. I’ve been successful at not running a few people off. Others, well, if they ever surface in my life again, I shall be shocked.

Music of the evening “I’ve Been Losing You” by a-ha.

It wasn’t the rain that washed away…
Rinsed out the colours of your eyes
Putting the gun down on the bedside table
I must have realized

It wasn’t the rain
That made no difference
And I could have sworn it wasn’t me
Yet I did it all so coldly
…almost slowly
Plain for all to see

Oh c’mon please now
Talk to me
Tell me; things I could find helpful
How can I stop now…
Is there nothing I can do
I have lost my way
I’ve been losing you

I can still hear our screams competing
You’re hissing your s’s like a snake
Now in the mirror stands
Half a man
I thought no one could break

It wasn’t the rain
That made no difference
…nervously drumming on: Run away
But I want the guilt to get me
Thoughts to wreck me
Preying on my mind

So, please now
Talk to me
Tell me; things I could find helpful
For how can I stop now…
Is there nothing I can do
I have lost my way
I’ve been losing you

I’ve never really cared for the lyrics in the first verse, as it sounds as if Morten kills his partner. Other that that, however, it describes most of my life and the way things turn out for me.

Mentally, tonight, I’m spinning. I’m dashing from one thought process to another; words and ideas are forming, only to be brushed aside as trivial, hurtful, or just plain…

I said I was not going to turn the blog into a bitchfest as to how I’ve messed up my life. Yes, I’ve made poor choices. I’ve let my heart rule my head, and if there’s something less intelligent, I haven’t met it.

So, with me preparing to go to the technology free-zone, I won’t be able to blog, to hurt other people’s feelings (or my own, for that matter).

There’s a problem I have with not being able to talk to people face to face. Take Revog. She and I have a good friendship from afar, but it’s nothing like what we have when we’re in each other’s presence. The completion of the conversation with body language, inflection, etc. helps me further understand what’s going on.

Lionheart, what IS going on? I’m not going to pretend I can understand, with you on the west coast and me over here. I don’t think I …

Does it really matter? To you, the reader, I mean.

After all, shouldn’t I just be passing on recipes, photos, and jokes?

Talk to everyone later.

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