Ramblings of Silver Blue


20 Jul

TWTTEOSB 07-20-07

Today has been a heck of a day… it certainly didn’t turn out the way I had hoped (though dinner did. The chicken was rolled in hot sauce and pineapple juice before being tossed with breadcrumbs, and baked for 15-18 minutes [I think my oven must have been cooler than Coffeemate’s!].

Well, Grandma’s being released from the hospital as I type this. Again, my heartfelt appreciation to everyone who sent positive thoughts, wishes, and prayers our way. The polyp biopsy has come back as being pre-cancerous, which is better than cancer, not as good as being benign. At least she’s not going to have to have a colostomy.

Rhetorical question time, folks. (Yes, I know, I put the Tuesday Ten™ to rest quite a while ago, but that doesn’t mean I can’t wonder, does it? What causes someone to go from apathetic to overload of attention? I’ve got a situation where I’m going to have to make a clean break for my own good — where I won’t ever (ok, that’s a long time, and possibly not true) be able to be friends again with this person because they’ve managed to swing the pendulum the opposite direction — where before I was the one always with the olive branch out for friendship, now that I’ve basically cremated the entire effin tree, they suddenly have reversed polarity. The problem is that it’s too late … my give a damn’s shattered beyond repair.

I’m going to hop off here for a bit. I feel like I’m in a bit of a funk with myself . . . and I really don’t need my friends hitting me with clue sticks. After a while, they hurt. I’m only human, people. Flaws (many of them) and all.

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